I start JCU in less than eight days and I am so out of sorts, I'm finding it so hard to concentrate, I mean I'm running round the house like a headless chicken, I am finding it hard to do anythink even the menial tasks, to help you to get into my prospective I will explain as much as I can

problem one I am meant to talk to the disability officers JCU and hand them some files to prove that I have a disability normally this would not be a problem that as my mother is in Alice Springs it is kind of hard to ask her to find all the proof of my disability the only person I know of it has anything that is reasonably recent or a copy of is a lady by the name of Margaret who is the head of the disability officers at tafe but it seems that she must be on holidays as I have tried to get in contact with her three times and there is never been an answer so I am going to have two call my mother and asked in detail where she is placed the information that proves that I have a disability and I am meant to talk to those ladies a week before I start which is i.e. like right now

Problem two this one seems menial compared to the first one I have recently signed up to paypal as they which wish to pay for an item I bought on eBay it is a graphics tablet if you're at all curious 6 x 10 should be quite nice and only cost $138 the problem there is a need to go into the bank and set up Internet banking which is a lot harder than just using an ATM Erica says all I have to do go in and ask them to set it up at the bank but that means I have to get the confidence to walk into a bank by myself and ask something of someone else to set something up for me that I don't even understand to begin with then I have two work out how I am meant to send back the money from which PayPal sent me through this Internet banking system and I don't even understand to begin with, confused?? I certainly am.

My last problem is not the least important it is the one that is most concerning me starting at JCU I can't figure out what I more scared off exams and tests being surrounded by people who may judge me to something more than just my skill I hate the thought that I may come across as being enabled all over again I have had enough of that through my schooling years it concerns me to think that I will have to go through more torments just so I can learn something new I am hoping that I can make some new friends and try to not find any more would-be bully I shun to think that it could happen again.